Pauley's Tavern and Pool Hall

Daydreams to cope with sometimes take on lives of their own....

al·le·go·ryˈ (aləˌgôrē) noun

plural noun: allegories

   "A story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one."

   “An Allegory is a form of extended metaphor in which objects, persons and actions in a narrative, are equated with meanings that lie outside the narrative itself.

The underlining meaning has moral, social, religious or political significance of abstract ideas as charity, greed and envy.

Thus an allegory is a story with two meanings, a literal meaning and a symbolic meaning.”

   Yes, I looked it the f*ck up and with that you know what is needed to be known to understand what the Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall book series is about.

  Oh I should add that the censor is pretty much off most of the time. PG this story is not. PG13 neither. R yes; but beyond that?

Shhh....

Now some background info on the place ”The R*tards" go to play.

(Pauley’s term of endearment for his patrons that don’t act their age, especially when sh*tfaced.

Think about what "r*tarded" means, then how it's used in every day language to be an insulting description.

Just like calling a child a "b*stard", some words should be questioned as too f*cked up to use like they're whatever.

"Wh***" is another one with an edge, and yes these words among others will be questioned, but you as readers decide the fate of these words as they apply to your personal vocabularies.)

   Pauley’s Tavern and Pool Hall is a sort of 'speak-easy' name for The Iron Horseshoe Tavern established back in 1974 by Paul "Pauley" Kelly.

It’s called this to keep what are now known as 'hipster' invaders away, and its whereabouts only known by word of mouth.

Is it elitist?

Perhaps.

Or it is about self preservation and preventing as long as possible, their haven from being taken over by those that do not honor tradition, nor would uphold Pauley's Code of Conduct.

  New folks are welcome, as long as they can respect the School House Rules and don't complain when Lucy gets unplugged; otherwise foos are getting their a*ses expelled!

   Over the years The Tavern has become a home away from home club house for old timers and mostly blue collar roughneck man children with its latest motley generation currently in their 30’s, give or take.

Some married with children or divorced with visitation on the weekends.

They have bills to pay, money to save, jobs to not f*ck up in order to do both.

Occasionally these a*sholes may brawl and Pauley’s shotgun Grace taken out to dance, with Jukebox Lucy playing the soundtrack; but overall the place is mellow on a weekday afternoon.

   The crowd that made The Tavern its watering hole is loyal and there is a sense of kinship between the boozer drunks.

Stories this tavern has no lack of thanks to the antics of the patrons, which also include my own.

   I wrote myself in as a character using my real name because all this stemmed from a daydream I had, to keep me company while I went for long walks with detours, in my new town of residence;

Boyle Heights, California.

   Though home for me will always be my beloved

East Los Angeles, Califas

   One day I thought of a man that didn’t exist to help me move on and let go of the past, by focusing on the existing hope of the present and lessons learned.

  Perhaps it was my way to prepare myself mentally for the future because I don't have much to my name other than my imagination.

 “Mikey, Jacob, Bobby, Joe, Paul, Davey, Alex, Dennis and Lou”

   Names of made up men that are a close knit pack of pals I will never forget.

They all represent an aspect of the men I have known, both in the good and bad; but they are human, even if fictional.

They are part of the details to the symposium full of zanies.

   This story experiment at times is a sort of open love letter to men that have shown their integrity even as they also try to get things right.

These men are strong but also weak.

Happy but still stressed.

Hopeful but discouraged at times with what they feel is out of their control.

It’s a mix we all endure, but with them; I feel how unequal men still are when it comes to expressing their feelings on it all.

How do I know?

I'm a daughter of one that expressed them regardless.

   The women in this saga also are shown going through their own life roller coasters and attaining their triumphs for they too are strong and capable.

It’s just with them, the way their stories are told is different.

How different?

The goal is to show we could use a little bit of understanding from the fellas.

With their stories, I hope to tell men that not all of us are their enemies or psychos, that more often than not, there was an issue with communicating and emotions go on edge.

We can be worthy of trusting and also respecting.

I hope to tell, we can have our bad days too, even if our hairstyles look nice; and we don't always know what the f*ck we're doing either.

We do know we could be wrong also.

No really.

Women are capable of knowing they can be wrong. Getting us to admit it, now that's something else.

*cough*

I want to show the men I was able to reach through to, women can be their friends as well, and shoulder part of the old burdens that say a man must bare these alone.

Even as women, we can relate and be more than arm candy hood ornaments, "Honey can you bring me a beer?".

  But this is to reassure the males that are willing to read, they'll have a place in what is usually considered female terrain.

  Yes this is a quirky soap opera Spanglish novela, for a subculture of those that bought in to what a friend called:

"The Rockabilly Retirement Plan for Punks, Skins and Goths".

And what was surprising, the guys did get in to it as much as the gals. I mean, how can I write an open love letter to men, if I don't include what matters to and interests them?

  From the serious like Erectile Dysfunction or even the car not starting and being already late for work.

To the "Are you f*cking serious!?!" and the latter said in two manners.

One with enthusiastic glee like they scored, and the other in BOHICA despair.

Espeakin' of which....

This is a bedtime story dedicated most of all to Our Troops and 'Docs' green side or civilian; for I do know the power of a reality break, if not reading oneself asleep.

And this because I want to "Play It Forward" and yes I do mean play.

  The man I would spend countless silent moments, wondering about his happiness and safety; he was the life lesson I needed to get me out of a bad place; even as I felt helpless knowing which bad place he was headed back to.

This Army Coptor Doctor ridding one of Anansi's spiderweb threads, tied to the foot of a Dragonfly Dustoff back in Stan; reminded me why being able to control your focus, makes dealing with difficult things, easier to cope with.

The chaos will still be there, it's how you allow it to affect you, that makes a very important difference.

You either learn how to hold on and fight or you don't. That "don't" had been my concern for him.

There was a reason his story began to stand out to me.

"Yet for me that also came from the desert, compassion I also knew how to show...."

  Eyes like his and lack of smile, you don't forget.

He had the face of many that aren't returning all that well; but his face comforted me when it would look silly; but haunted when it was a stoic with unintended, resigned grace.

  So this allegory that aims to be a cult classic, does have its soul, as that odd daydream of mine, found a life of its own.

And it became a Shoretale Fable of Therapy in Motion and thinking up the answers that become the solutions.

It's all just rhyming for the reasons, that carry us through the seasons of change.

Suggestion: Look up Grandiose, Ostentatious, Pretentious, Narcissistic, Delusional, Self Absorbed Motor Mouth, but most of all Ironic Catharsis. Thank you.

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Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Lagrimas Y Sangre"

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"Looking back it was a set up to help pull me out. I needed the carrot at the end of a stick. It got me through which is what matters. It not leading to where I hoped, it happens. I can be at peace with the result of what repression and abuse created. It's part of the story when it comes to returning full circle."

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Reply: Can you talk?" (Send)

1 New Message: "Give me a few minutes to get to my truck where I can hear you."

(phone ringing)

"Hello?"

"Hey Bullets, what's shakin'?"

"Are you at Pauley's?"

"Yeah, got here about half an hour ago. What's going on?"

  I hesitate, not sure where to begin. I know he's been listening and helping me unpack my emotional baggage because he made it clear he wants to be more than just friends. Opening up to him about what I hold back with my friends, I suppose I do want a special confidant that would replace the Priest Saint that Spooner became.

"You still there?"

"I'm sorry, I just felt a serious moment of loneliness where my mind wandered, and instinct was to text you to ask if you could talk."

"Where did your mind wander to?"

"Being in a loveless marriage where manipulation kept me from ending it. Instead of being free to feel attraction with no judgement, how it played out, I felt guilty even though nothing happened where he acted inappropriately."

"You're not married to the wrong man any more. If you're feeling guilty still for having felt attraction to someone that wasn't treating you like sh*t, don't beat yourself up for reacting like you did. But you telling me about it, why?"

"I'm thinking of you more often. Is that still what you want?"

"It is. Are you okay with thinking of me?"

"I know you're single. You show me affection but more so respect. There's no longing with you. Well maybe just a little."

"You're longing for me a little?"

"I can admit it. I don't like it, but you're in my thoughts and I wonder what it would be like to spend more time with you again."

"I can come over."

"No, you hang out with your friends. It would be boring over at my place."

"Then we'll go for a cruise."

"Do you really want to spend your evening driving?"

"Not especially. Don't worry about me being bored, I'm more concerned with boring you. Y'know, I long for you too when I know I got to wait until we can spend time alone."

"What's happening?

"What do you mean?"

"We're telling each other we long for each other a little and that you want to spend time with me alone."

"We're being honest and open that we think about each other and since there's an attraction that's been verbalized, I think we're both considering getting closer."

"How close?"

"Where a present with me eclipses a past with anyone you felt guilty about thinking of them."

"You said you can come over?"

"If you would like me to."

"If we're longing for each other and we're alone in my room, wouldn't that be too much temptation?"

"I'm going the speed you're comfortable going, but telling the truth, I want to be with you."

"Like b*re ch*st to ch*st?"

"Yes. We don't have to have s*x, but I do want to be pressed up against you."

"The thought of your weight on mine did cause a reaction."

"What is it?"

"You're not forbidden. It's okay to be touched by you. There's no complicated separated status, or wedding band tan lines. We both don't live with our former spouses. There's no beauty pageant."

"So you don't feel conflicted about me kissing your neck or br*asts?

"Only that you can't sleep over."

"Friday night I can."

"Then maybe we should wait for tomorrow to spend time alone."

"I don't think I can go back to hanging out with my friends and not picture being b*re ch*st with you. It being cold outside, and us cozy under your blanket beats drinking with the guys right now."

"I'm so not going to be liked by your friends with how much time you spend with me."

"They're glad I met someone that makes me smile more. So can I come over and cuddle t*pless with you?"

"You're gonna get me more in to you if that's what you're content with."

"What happens if you get more in to me?"

"I'm not sure. There was always something wrong about the before's where the complications didn't allow for feeling secure I would ever be the girl under the sun."

"I can see making you blush more. You'd also like to curl up. You would probably cook more knowing you."

"Thank you."

"For?"

"Not being one foot in, one foot out, me chasing you desperate from you getting under my skin."

"Try to imagine it through my point of view. You're not forbidden either. A good woman like you that is single, that has all your attributes, I was beyond stoked you were available and were interested in 'Average Joe' me. I rather keep getting to know each other and see where it goes."

"It feels like it's going towards 'steady freddy' exclusive."

"I think so too. I can be over within the hour."

  I think about it. I don't have to long for him for another night.

"Kiss you then. Bye."

"Bye." (Click)

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Heaven Please Bless All That is "Pauley's...." and May No Harm Come To This Therapy In Motion, Adult After School Special, What Happens Cuando Nos Ponemos Las Pilas, Mark In Miles Stones, for This Dreamer and Music Maker Shake, Rattle n' Roll!

Amen.

"Siempre Fiel En Sangre y Lagrimas"